had been watching Hi My Sweetheart nowadays. Rainie Yang is so cute, omggggggg i think i want join her fan club liao wahahahz. ok talking about this week, i attended school today, hell lot, i think today really shucks for me because i got a lab test and many practicals. and tmr is I&E for me, i suddenly have so many things to accomplish all of a sudden.

sometimes I have been wondering what am I doing in the past. i have no time and money management, i don't know how to stay independent? i don't care about consequences at all. i knew it sooner or later debarment would come true, i have to face the prospect of retaining a module which i could pass and i could just fcuk that lecturer for godsake, i would fcuk and screw her life upside down..
if its really debarment, i would have disappoint myself and most imptly my parents, they work 8 hours long a day just to supply enough cash for us to study and yet we have to do something so stupid to make them angry. imagine the stress they had to face at work and the disappointment they have to accept from me when im alr 19 this year. ok im a failure sometimes. i really regretted. i duno how to break it to them if it really comes true.

if only time is reversable, but that's reality, we have to get over it and not repeat these mistakes again because what our parents hope for is that we have learned our lesson and understand that its an obstacle we have to overcome in life. maybe that's what kinship means.

i think never in my life i'm serious about anything. =(

1/2/10

had a mini pri sch gathering at my house, they all sleeping like dogs and i can't sleep since im the host so i will have to spend my time blogging. not sure if i'm going powerhouse later, but most prob not! i'm a good boy ^^

tonight ima fight, till we see the sunlight!

am awake in the first few hours of 2010, just had a celebration over at liquid forty with ex 4e6 classmates! its good to gather for the last of 2009, hope you guys out there enjoyed the last moment with your best mates!
i was the scapegoat during 12am where i was splashed with those whatsoever dont know the name. thanks ah everyone!

I wasn't sure,
but you were in my mind every minute now and then,
and I realized that its you that I've been waiting for till now.

2009

hey its gonna be 2010 in another few hours! blink of an eye and im 18.

2009
2009 kind sucks for me. its a year which with no aspirations, commitments. its a year which i practically gamble, party and drink away my time. totally useless
i deproved in both studies and bball, i made my parents so much angrier than before. In fact to sum it up, I had been a slacker!
but there were happy things though. made a great poly clique, they were quite entertaining and funny! lost quite a number of contacts, learned and figured out much that its enough much
so in 2010,
hope to strengthen the bonds between bros!
lesser clubbing and drinking sessions!
work and earn more money!
better grades!
bball more!

am going countdown later! think going around boat quay, happy new year and enjoy the last of it with your best friends!!@#!@#!@#

and its jacob and jennifer's birthday! happy birthday jacob the tall man.
we gathered at chomp chomp for dinner then went to amk hub for midnight movie. Sherlock Homes. quite confusing, not sure if my english is lousy or i just can't understand their accent. but overall, (Y)!

hope jacob is a happy man ya tmr gathering at keith house! woah big big house.

ok its the last saturday and sunday of 2009! though i can't wait for it to pass quickly cause 2009 was seriously an unlucky year for me..
i think i played so hard this week, almost sleeping every 6am, very bad for health. so much for the last of 2009!!
ok new year resolutions ^^ which i always fail to make it
-play well for bball
-hope to improve GPA
-club on occasional events like friends birthdays


ok should be enough, think I go dream better ^^^^